Ever since I stopped taking my regular meds (that made the pain very tolerable.) Its like it was when I first started out with this disease. All the joints in my back are on fire. All the pain is back. Its all back! Like some cheap whine you just drinked.

They took me off my Naproxen because my liver enzymes were through the roof. So that means I have to get off it. The Naproxen was causing liver damage. After taking it for 3 to 4 years everyday… Then they take me off my Enbrel which slowed down my disease. I think is a big mistake. But my doctor wants to make sure its working for me. Because he doesn’t think so. Well without it I feel much worse. My back hurts even more then it did without it, or is that because of the Naproxen. I can’t tell…

They gave me more pain pills which really doesn’t help to much. Also other pills to combat other problems that I didn’t know I had. So basically I am all fucked up and not feeling all that great!

So now my doctor also said I am anemic and then I need to get some kind of procedure done were they knock me out and stick a scope up my rear and into my intestines to see were I’m bleeding (If I’m bleeding at all! Something to do with the anemic thing…)

Then I have another surgery that needs to be done. Something the first surgeon didn’t do the last time they were probing around down there. So I am grateful that I am going to be out like a light for all this crap!

As you can tell from the image I got to see the movie Star Trek that was due to come out tomorrow. I don’t know why it came out a day early but I was determined to see it. I just got out of the hospital a few hours ago. I said to myself “I’m going to see this movie if I have to wheel myself there on a stretcher!” Oh and don’t worry there are no spoilers here so its safe to read!

Well I invited a friend to go along but I couldn’t get a old of them. I invited allot of my friends and all were busy so I called one more and he came along at the last minute. It was cool. I didn’t want to watch it alone.

During the whole movie people were very quite (which is unusual here). I got some popcorn and sodas and saw the whole movie. Its a long one, 2hr and 6 minutes….

Anyways… Thats about it without giving anything away! Yep I didn’t mention anything about time and space… Oops!

So I felt really sick two nights ago. I decided to go to the hospital in the morning and so I showed up at 5am… I was having difficulty breathing, I had chills and shivering beyond control. So they looked at me all day and told me they are going to keep me for the night which I hated! I almost refused. I was being a bitch to my sister because she wanted me to stay the night and get looked at I didn’t want to.

They did all these tests. X-Rays, blood work and was about to do a CT scan when the tech lied to me and said it wouldn’t hurt to get the weird fluid they were going to inject into me. Well the minute it hit my veins I was screaming. It hurt so much. I thought my hand was being eaten from the inside out. The tech said he doesn’t know why it was hurting it wasn’t suppose to. So I told them to stop. He told me about another procedure that was not very effective but was painless. So he returned me to my room.

I talked to the Dr and told him I will not do that again my hand was still throbing from the pain. I mentioned to him about the other procedure they have he insisted that it wasn’t reliable but they will do it. Something about it causing allot of false positives. I told him I still wanted it anyways.

So they took me to Nuclear Medicine (I bet you can tell that this wasn’t going to be fun at all!). This was painless for the most part it was just uncomfortable. So I had to breath in some radio active crap for about 30 minutes straight… Then have my lungs photographed. I had to lay my big ass on a table about the size of a 2×4! It wasn’t made for comfort! So I laid there for about 20 minutes just breathing and it was done!

The doctor comes back to tell me the scan was clean! Like I knew that already! So he wanted to keep me in the hospital because I still wasn’t taking in enough O2 and my heart was racing for no reason. I also had a slight temp…

So I sat there in the ER waiting to get moved and they bring me lunch. As I am trying to eat the damn thing they kept coming it to get more blood. As one left another one came in for more blood! I was like “What the fuck is it now” I must be dieing. Because I have my lunch in front of me and I haven’t been able to eat it! I still don’t know what all the blood draws were for! Even Ann Rice would be concerned! VAMPS!!!

So as the night goes on. I get my dinner more pills and so on and so forth. They stuck me with this old guy that wouldn’t stop playing with the TV. As I was watching something he would turn it and I don’t think he could hear me. So I just stopped watching all together.

Two of my friends came up to see me which was nice. So the night goes on and I am about to go to bed and they come in to check on heart monitor. It came loose. I guess it was beeping or something. So almost every hr they came into the room that night to check on me. I was really tired because I couldn’t sleep from the night before and they are constantly waking me up. I was getting pissed. At one point they had flash lights and was touching me waking me up I thought I was being abducted my aliens. So I told them to fuck off. I decided to just sit up in the chair and wait to get released because they were pissing me off coming in all the time waking my ass up and scaring the hell out of me. Who needs a blood sample at 4am… The doctor could have waited. At this point I had temp of 102. By morning it dropped to 97.8 which seems to be my normal because it hasn’t gone up. I thought 98.6 was the normal but I’m not a doctor. And these people were pissing me off.

So they released me in the morning. And they still don’t know why I was sick… Dumb Ass Quacks!

I think that I will keep Ping.fm it just looks better. Although there mobile site can use an upgrade!

So I read an article on how to make your own BlackBerry website launcher so I figured it out (well I just followed the instructions and wa-la!) I created a few launchers for anyone to have for free.

I am currently looking to make this mainly for gay mobile websites so if you have a gay website that is mobile friendly or if you know of any please share it with me so I can create a website launcher for it.

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